Thursday, May 13, 2010

~Left Behind~

I was just chatting with one of the girls I went to high school with and I found out that she's pregnant! Super exciting isn't it? I'm happy for her : )  So why are we blogging? I've decided to blog today because I feel kind of left behind.

I grew up with these kids. We went to school together, hung out together after school, we had sleep overs! Some of these kids I've known since I was in kindergarden. I mean come on that is a LONG time. 3 years ago I graduated from high school. ( I know, I know it doesn't seem that long) I put off college due to a series of unfortunate events. In that time my sister graduated high school and now my little brother is getting ready to graduate. I'm just now starting school. YAY for me!

It used to bother me a lot that I had not yet started college. I mean all my friends went off to college right after we graduated or they moved or did something BIG! I stayed here with my parentals. Now a bunch of the girls I went to high school with are having babys and getting married or they have babies and are already married. So not only did I stay behind when they went off to school now I'm behind in the whole being a grown up thing to I guess.

I really don't feel like much has changed....you know besides the fact that I can legally buy alcohol. But other than that I'm still the same old me. I work at the same job I had in high school, I live with my family same as I did in high school, my best friends the same person it was in high school. I still talk to the people from high school. But not all of them! They've grown up. They went off to school....most of them will be graduating from college next year! They got married, they had babies, they became adults and I think I was just left behind. : (

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